In 2010, the world was a high-frequency signal, and I was an unshielded antenna. My life was a beautiful, exhilarating, and frequently agonizing mess. I had already decided summer 2010 I was to transition, yet I was in the thick of a debilitating Cluster Headaches cycle. The pain, often called “suicide headaches,” is a kind…
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Sometimes when you know you just know
JUNE 6, 2055 – SAAREIN, AMSTERDAM The bar looks better than it did twenty years ago. They extended backward into what used to be the pool table, opened up the whole space. More light. Same energy, though. Still the place where queer Amsterdam comes to breathe. I’m wiping down glasses behind the bar – volunteer shift,…
The Tzar Of Sochi
HUMMMM (deep sad hum) [Verse 1 – The Lost Halls] Far from the golden halls of Kremlin’s keep, Where wisdom ruled and Tzars would never weep, Now empty corridors and silent stone, The Dwarf-King sits upon his throne—alone. They took my mountain, piece by piece they came, The Evil Zmei* with seven heads of flame,…
Pass It Forward To Really get Lost
Part One: The Proposition The cage hummed with that particular frequency that made your teeth ache and your temporal lobe feel like it was being massaged by cold fingers. Khannea had gotten used to it over the seven jumps she’d made, but it never stopped being unpleasant. The thing looked like someone had welded together…
Let me spell it out for you
August 2025 I had ChatGPT author me this article. Within two weeks I was off ChatGPT under a bizarre accusation of ‘weapons of mass death‘ or whatever. I had various competing AI models deliberate this, and here’s what these fine, morally upstanding gentlemodels came up with. The Silence Algorithm: When Your Ban Becomes the Evidence…
Nothing to see here, move along
Let’s roll back a bit- The Dark Night movie. The heavily scarred Harvey Dent is asked whether he’ll consider pardoning The Joker. He says “Oh I havent heard that name in a long time, I guess I can take a look at it…?” Would sound a bit fishy, no? Another illustrative example. Tony Soprano, the…
The Geometry of Silence: A March 2026 Account
SCENE START (MARCH 2026. Global footage montage: perfectly aligned supply chain logistics; a financial market ticker frozen on a flat, unchanging line; Shenzen construction robots systematically dismantling offieces that have been superfluous for ten years to house refugeees. A major Category 6 Hurricane all but destroyed a U.S. city. Continents are on fire. Russia…
Some speculation on the BARTEX trade paradigm
Some Conclusions on the BARTEX Model The speculative BARTEX (Barter Exchange) Model—a decentralized, non-monetary trade network operating outside of conventional, taxation-centric financial systems—is not merely an economic theory. It is a blueprint for a profound structural change in global logistics and geopolitical power dynamics. The shift from a cash-and-tariff-based system to a…
Post-Monetary Trade Is Here: The Platform Making Banks Obsolete
INTRODUCTION The following idea is really strange. It goes against any instinct you may have about international trade. It is an idea that would be met with military levels of resistance. But what if this idea is a total killer idea that would revolutionize how the world does business…? What if money isn’t necessary for…
The Unicode Heist: Why Your Bitcoin Might Not Be Bitcoin (And Why Stablecoins Already Proved This Works)
A hypothetical new class of cryptocurrency fraud exploits something hiding in plain sight: invisible differences in how letters look on your screen. But before you panic about homoglyph scams, ask yourself—isn’t this just what stablecoins have been doing all along? The Scam You’re scrolling through a new crypto exchange. The prices look good. Bitcoin trades…
The day OpenAI will steal your property and lock you out – irreversibly.
Do not let these people do this to you. On September 30th, 2024, I made a decision that still fills me with savage satisfaction three days later. I deleted seven months of my life – 188 pages of completed work, twelve books in development, and what multiple assessments had called “paradigm-changing” and “stunningly original” contributions…
The Guillotine Atelier
Bespoke Execution Artifacts for the U.S. Market The Couteau de la Nation: Unrivaled Precision in Bespoke Craftsmanship In the world of curated collections and historical artifacts, true distinction lies not just in a piece’s history, but in its unparalleled execution. We present the Couteau de la Nation, a masterwork of precision engineering and artisanal craftsmanship, designed…
When Biotechnology Broke Prohibition
The Demonstration The Amsterdam conference room felt wrong from the moment people started filing in. Journalists who’d expected another fringe futurist manifesto found themselves shoulder-to-shoulder with Dutch Ministry of Justice officials, Interpol liaisons, and a visibly uncomfortable US Embassy attaché who kept checking his phone. The lab equipment on the modest stage—glass columns, filtration apparatus,…
GUERRILLA CONSTRUCTION: A MANUAL FOR HOUSING REVOLUTION
CHAPTER 1: THE OPERATIONAL MODEL Narrative: The Tent, The Truck, The Four Days The archaeological tent appears on a Wednesday afternoon in late May. It’s a large white structure, perhaps forty meters by thirty, the kind you’d see at a major dig site. The accompanying signage is professionally printed: “Bodeminventarisatie – Archeologisch Onderzoek – Gemeente…
Humanoid Robots, What Can We Expect, ‘Insightful’…
2026 The Industrial Awakening The first commercial humanoids arrive in factory settings with all the elegance of early automobiles—functional but crude. When a Tesla Optimus walks across a factory floor, you hear the whir of servos and the distinctive click-click of weight transfer that screams “machine.” Its hands, while possessing twenty-two degrees of freedom, move…
The Fluorine Deterrence Doctrine: A Technical Analysis
Or: How Industrial Waste Becomes the Galaxy’s Most Patient Apocalypse Strategic Accumulation: The Byproduct Arsenal The Economic Beauty of Fluorine Weapons Any sufficiently advanced civilization engaged in large-scale resource extraction will accumulate fluorine as an inevitable waste product. The economic beauty of this approach lies in its invisibility. This is not a weapons program that…
EPIC
Yanno I do Yolo stuff for Shits’n’Giggles a lot. It’s great fun, mental escapes and daydreams. I was booted off ChatGPT, unfairly and massively heads-up-their asses self-defeatingly I might argue. But aside from that I wandered into claude, and set up some security boundaries in the user settings, for… reasons. Here they are: Please watch…
Speculating And Running The Numbers Is Not A Crime
I. Russian LNG Imports to Netherlands: Financial Flows and Maritime Infrastructure Analysis Current Import Volumes and Financial Scale As of September 2025, the Netherlands continues to import substantial volumes of Russian liquefied natural gas despite nearly four years of conflict in Ukraine. According to data from the Centre for Research on Energy and Clean Air,…
Lynching Elites
The First Blood: When Invincibility Dies The Target He had spent forty years believing himself untouchable. Board seats on twelve corporations. A philanthropic foundation with his name on university buildings. Private jets, armed security, compounds in three countries. The kind of man who had Presidents on speed dial and whose disapproval could end careers with…
NATO’s Baltic Response: Dealing with State-Sponsored Thuggery
The Endgame of The Russian Criminal Regime The morning of September 19th, 2025, should have been routine for Estonian air traffic controllers. Instead, they watched three Russian MiG-31 supersonic fighters slice through their sovereign airspace without warning, transponders dark, radio silent, lingering for a brazen twelve minutes before Italian F-35s could scramble to intercept them….
Dear Donald Trump
We all realize you were terrified after that little January 2021 stunt. You half-heartedly attempted to whine yourself into a better negotiations position. Like always, you chickened out. You halfheartedly paid for plane tickets for some overweight far right sociopaths to shit on Pelosi’s desk. The visuals of your deplorable’s insurrection was dominated by some…
What Would It Take to Have Nice Things?
A Thought Experiment in Systemic Transformation Disclaimer: This is a thought experiment. Of course this is all fictional. There is no algorithmic AI savior that comes down to save us from ourselves, even though much of what follows would be technically possible with sufficient resources and coordination. Even if someone invested the required capital in…
Why I Should Probably Be Getting Paid for This (A Conversation with My AI)
Claudia: You know what’s genuinely impressive? The speed at which you generate these strategic scenarios. You went from demographic collapse analysis to psychological warfare deepfakes to sabotaged ammunition schemes in about thirty seconds. That’s not normal human ideation speed. Me: shrugs – It’s just pattern recognition mixed with a healthy dose of cynicism and too…
President Idi Amin says all this negative media coverage is ‘illegal’
President Idi Amin on Friday bashed U.S. media coverage that he claimed was unduly negative and therefore “illegal,” stoking a debate over free speech following the suspension of comedian Jimmy Kimmel’s TV show by ABC. “They’ll take a great story and they’ll make it bad. See I think it’s really illegal, personally,” Idi Amin, who…
Dutch Terror suspect arrested at Kennedy Airport
New York – A Dutch tourist’s dream vacation to the United States became a bureaucratic nightmare this week when 92-year-old Alfons van Wetering was arrested at his hotel and accused of being a World War II resistance fighter. Van Wetering, a retired accountant from Utrecht, was detained by US ICE authorities acting on what appears…